“My Aha! Moment”
I always thought I would have to chase my story ideas down – like an undercover
reporter slowly unearthing clue after clue. Or I thought the story would trickle down to me over
time – like C.S. Lewis’ tales of Narnia, years of experiences and ideas finally culminating in a
masterpiece. But the idea for Diamonds in Auschwitz, my debut novel, hit me like a bolt of
lightning. One minute I was driving to work, another aspiring writer who was not writing; the
next minute I was an aspiring writer with an entire novel planned in an instant.
To say I was excited is an understatement – just ask my friend Hannah, who I called in
that instant, practically shouting that I had (I think, maybe, what do you think?) an idea for a
novel.
It was my aha! moment.
I was reading Born Survivors by Wendy Holden (I highly recommend it). As I was driving,
I was obsessing about a small anecdote she mentioned in this nonfiction book about women
who gave birth in Auschwitz. One woman had managed to hold onto her engagement ring, a
family heirloom, throughout her time in the ghetto. As she was standing in line to enter
Auschwitz, she made the decision that the Nazis would not have her ring. She dropped it in the
mud outside of the gates of hell.
As I was driving, I imagined what it would have been like to pick up that ring from the
dirt outside a concentration camp. First, my mind went to a Nazi guard. That was a sickening
thought… all the work to save the ring from the Nazis and they ended up with it anyways.
Then I thought, what if a fellow prisoner found it? True, a precious piece of jewelry was
practically valueless in Auschwitz. A prisoner could not eat it, and even if she traded it for food,
it would never be enough to keep hunger at bay for long. But besides the monetary value of the
ring, what would finding it do to a prisoner?
Aha!
I saw the plot immediately. A woman – a prisoner in Auschwitz who had lost everything
– picked the ring out of the mud. To find something so beautiful, to pick up what a defiant
woman who refused to let the Nazis take everything from her left behind, that’s where the
story of Diamonds in Auschwitz begins.